I don't know what to say about this except that I aspire to live life like he did. I'm not there yet, but I hope to find the will to get there sooner than later. To have a chance to reflect and realize what is important and how to fight hard so you don't let go of what it is important. It is the most empowering thing you can do. I struggle like most people to hold on to those memories and desires. Those core beliefs are crucial to your being and it isn't justified, in my mind, to let other things get in the way. Be who you are. Struggle to maintain your freedom and respect yourself and others.